S.O.S🚨

I remember the day i was born,i cried,i was just so terrified of the light,the noise, cold and the moving things around me🥺. Then a certain lady took me into her arms,she kinda made me feel safe,and that's how i figured,she must be my mom😏.I calmed down and slept like a baby.😇

So many years have passed by now, and when  i think of that day i feel so stupid🤦🏽‍♂️. I really wasn't supposed to cry,i mean i had been freed from the loneliness and the confined dark place.🤷🏽‍♂️

Unless...🤨 if i wasn't really crying  because of what was in front of me,but rather for what had been taken away from me🤔.My mom was so far, one metre was really a long distance by then. From that day she has always been my hero🤗, and what made her so special is that sometimes she had a way of making me feel safe without actually having to take away the trouble.

But things have changed now.There's a monster called life that torments my soul🥺. Im the only one who can see it,nobody seems to understand my pain. It's just too big for me to fight,im crying so loud,where's my mom?🥺. I have looked everywhere  inside me,i can only see myself. 😰

Could that mean I'm......?🤔

The mom!!